And I really DO feel that I shouldn’t do certain things… Things like… Mixing around with certain people… Trying to chase a wish of mine… Or… Joining in certain dinners or functions… Cause of certain circumstances…

But still I do understand that if I don’t do them, I’ll feel stupid after it is over…

Because by then its too late and I’ll be regretting it…

So…For most of the time… You’ll see me doing things… So that I won’t regret not doing it in the first place..

Hmmm… Maybe that’s why I’m quite impatient in the first place… Or perhaps that’s why I put my own pride below not being regretful…

So if I suddenly do some crazy things… It’s just me living my life to the most that I can make of it… (I think)

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