I’ve been having little sleep these few days. Its cause is a feeling of uncertainty on what might and might not happen. And it’s really is that serious till the point where I can’t feel relaxed enough to get a good rest even though I’ve been sleeping very little.

Of course, a way to overcome this will be to clear the uncertainty and ask for what’s certain. But I don’t want that either. Because what’s certain may not be what I want to hear. Just call me the guy who can’t face the facts because he believes that things do happen regardless of what others say.

But this belief comes with a great deal of perseverance. Can I hold on? Can I accept the unwanted truth? Will the truth that I want happens in the end? If so, when will it finally happen? Life is so full of mysteries…