~minors n’ MAJORS~

Went to a Job fair yesterday which got me thinking again that the course I am in really does not cater for much job esp at the fair… In seems that nowadays everyone is looking of marketing ppl and also for sales representatives.. You can’t even find one who is looking for a researcher anywhere.. 0.0 … Cham lo if like that. Its like I’ll only have one choice to go to and thats to further…

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Anyway since the thing was held in KLCC, I took a leaflet out of cindy.luv blog and tried to take a good nice enchanting picture of the twin towers.

And there were also two models with me at the time

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We even manage to get a daytime photo of the building before we entered the fair

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There is also the water fountain that looks quite enchanting

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Back to the building again… The lights look as if its really wasting the electricity striking.

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And finally there is me with the building itself

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And then it dawned on me… Since I always like to take pictures of others and model myself in all sorts of sexy crazy pose… Why don’t I opt to be a model after graduating… I mean it can’t be that hard rite??

You just have to stand and remain static while they take the pictures…

~I mean how hard will it be to pose for something like this?~

So I found another 2 girls  and then try to recreate the shot above…

And the end results….

Don’t I look like a model??  Oh dear, should I take down the picture?? ~~~

Alan is kinda tied up lately… Not becoz of the things he was supposed to do but rather becoz of the things that he volunteered to do …

Anyway I have a list of things which I’m suppose to do but dont have any mood to do… And another list of things which I am volunteering to do and is every excited about doing it…

Things I am supposed to do… My FYP, Studying for test and esp tomorrow’s quiz…

Things I am volunteering to do… Making a video for coffee morning, Making a video of the course… And handling blogs

I’ve been handling more than one blog lately (the other being the CSSUPM blog) as volunteery work… And since I’m enthusiastic about it, just let me do it … Link to CSSUPM blog can be found on the blogroll at the left…

If you had been reading back on my previous post about a week ago before I moved house… I did mention about a secret mission… This mission is actually to go and buy a gift for a certain junior of mine… And the gift will be …. a skirt. The catch is that… ATM…Noone is helping me with the selection of skirts… And I’m having the premonition of walking into a girl’s shop and picking up skirts… OMG… Its like something only a pervert will do . About that mission… Its status atm is still unknown since I’m really running out of time to get that present… Wish me luck with sneaking and buying a skirt… if I do manage to…

Managed to catch a movie the other day… Its called Vantage Point… (plot from Wiki again… Cuz I’m lazy to type out the plot on my own )

Spoilers warning!!!

Vantage Point is the story of eight strangers with eight different points of view each trying to piece together the truth behind an assassination attempt on the President of the United States. These eight people include Thomas Barnes (Dennis Quaid) and Kent Taylor (Matthew Fox), Secret Service agents assigned to protect President Ashton (William Hurt) at an anti-terrorism summit in Salamanca, Spain. Also involved are Howard Lewis (Forest Whitaker), an American tourist who thinks he’s captured the shooter on his camcorder while videotaping the event for his family back home, and TV news producer Rex Brooks (Sigourney Weaver), relaying the historic event to millions of TV viewers across the globe. When a double of President Ashton is shot moments after stepping to the podium, chaos ensues. Terrorists attack the podium and the actual location of the President – who had earlier been moved to a safe location after his aides learn of a definite threat against the summit. Barnes must uncover the truth while facing his memories of a previous assassination attempt as well as betrayal from within the security detail. As they and others reveal their stories, the pieces of the puzzle fall into place.

Now… The one thing which I will have to note about this movie is that… It is really very well done… They told the story from 8 different prespective of 8 different ppl on the assasination attempt which for some might be very repeatative… But I just love the way they explain the story starting from a person… (leaving loose ends) and then continuing with another person…(making more loose ends but revealing more of the story as it goes)… and then repeating again the incident (something like a rewind) from another person’s view and in the process tying up loose ends and creating a continous tense atmosphere for the story… If you are looking for a nice movie to watch… I would suggest this… The other movie which I managed to catch which was Jumper… Wasn’t really as interesting as Vantage Point~~

Admist my schedule… I still find time to watch movies… I’m crazy~~~

~the men in black~

I’m busy but I love doing the volunteers work… Guess I am really a freelance type of person…

Is there anyone watching the Japanese drama Nodame Cantabile?? I heard its showing on 8TV on Sundays but I have no idea what time its at…

Anyway… A brief introduction to the drama (taken from Wiki)

~~ Based on the hit comic book by Tomoko Ninomiya, this is a fun-filled quirky romantic story of two very opposite people.

Megumi Noda, or “Nodame” is a piano student at Momogaoka College of Music. An extremely talented pianist who wants to be a kindergarten teacher, she prefers playing by ear rather than reading the music score. She is messy and disorganized, takes baths several days apart and loves to eat, sometimes stealing her friend’s lunchbox when it is filled with delicacies.

Shinichi Chiaki, is Momogaoka’s top student. Born into a musical family, he is talented in piano and violin and has secret ambitions to become a conductor. An arrogant multi-lingual perfectionist who once lived abroad in the music capitals of the world as a young boy (namely Prague), he is trapped in Japan because in his childhood, he was in both boat and airplane accidents, and is now terrified of planes and boats.

They meet by accident. Nodame quickly falls in love, but it takes much longer for Chiaki to even begin to appreciate Nodame’s unusual qualities. Their relationship causes them both to develop and grow. Along the way, they meet some crazy people (like Masumi, Mine, and Stresemann) and make lasting friendships. Because of Nodame, Chiaki got the opportunity to lead a student orchestra and begins to have a broader appreciation of people’s musical abilities. Because of Chiaki, Nodame faces her fears and enters a piano competition. Opportunities open up as both begin taking risks, stretching themselves far more than they ever thought possible. ~~

Its more less a drama about music and love… And its really a funny one… I urge those who have time to watch it… And it has many many orchestra recordings which I’m really impressed about…

Check this out~~~

~Here is one of the performance you can see in the drama… I like how they portray their own style of orchestra~~

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Whats even better than there are fans who are really in love with it that they had made a fanvid of it…. Using the op of another drama Tokusou Sentai Dekaranger (which is more less something like Power Rangers)

Here’s the opening for the series TSD

~One thing I’ll have to agree on is that Japanese version of Rangers are soooo cool… Its when they get converted into the American version that it becomes terrible…. And the Japanese version opening songs are soooo much better than the American version~

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And this is the fanmade video of the above opening using Nodame Cantabile drama

~Admire the differences~

I wanna do something like that for my course as well… As a graduation video… But my skill are not where like the person who made that… I dont even know how to start~~

Continuing for my previous post on Being Serious which I had posted up a few weeks back… I found that its really not easy to be serious at all… Esp on what you are doing and what you are suppose to do… I have always tot that noone in this world truly has a 100% seriousness rate when come to doing something… I mean… Ppl around me… Are they serious till 100% in all that they do…? I dont think so…

But if I were to be serious in what I do… Then I’ll really be a force to be reckon with… Not just me… But if there is anyone else who decides to get serious and manage to do it… Then they’ll be very scary ppl… Lets just say that ppl around me havent come out with the 100% seriousness… SYin for example may have a 70-80% (my guess) of seriousness at times… And she’s already that scary in her studies… Jtina also the same… I’ve known her for so long and I know that she is almost like me which is the type who prefer to enjoy life more than to do whats she has to do at times… but her grades are scary even at that level… What will happen if she really comes out with 100% seriousness… She could be accepted into Biomedic Hall of Fame if there was one…

I didnt manage to get serious for a long time already… Possibly the last time was during my first year when I did become serious in my studies for a certain goal… But for these 2 years I felt that I have lost my goal in life and hence become lost in a maze… And becoz of that… without a true path to take… I couldnt get myself to be committed in a lot of things… Whats happening to me?? Sien~~ Life really ain’t much the way it is now

Anyway… An update on the FYP thing which many might not known whats going on atm… My cosup has went on Pregnancy Leave and will only be back after 2 months… Now I’m alone with what I’m suppose to do… If I really cant manage to be serious soon… I’ll really be in deep s#it~~~ (pardon the word)

~Life is something like speeding on a road sometimes… Make a mistake or a wrong turn and you’ll be in deep trouble~

My head feels like its going to explode at any moment… Damn headache… It must be the worst I had since… ever. And I still have a date to eat stimboat later… Hope it doesnt affect my appetite much…

And lets also hope it wont explode… Lol~~

Anyway… Something to share with you all…

 ~This is the performance by my sister’s school Chi Wen Primary School back in Labuan for some function… They are playing the song Suriram on the recorder… And you can see my little sister in there as well… She is the third from the right and standing in front of the sheets stand on the right… ~

My plan for today was to go to KLCC meeting which start at 10.30am onwards and may last till 4pm and then go to KTM Serdang to wait for Mitsuki Chibi group whom has dated me out…

The meeting carried on without lunch this time around and by the time it was over which was about 3.30pm I was hungry and exhausted… And becoz I have to reach KTM Serdang by 5.00pm I did what I could think of at that time… Go by a bus to MidVal and get some lunch before going on the KTM to Serdang… Which is what I did… Reached KTM Serdang  at 4.30pm in a heavily populated train… And got myself squished inside the train… And I waited…

Only around 5.15pm they showed up… And bought the tickets… to MidVal… :sweat:… Asked whats the plan before that… They decided to keep it a surprise and I was really ‘’surprised”… -.-”’

Anyway still a big thanks for them for coming out … And so we went to eat…. At Kenny Rogers which is damn delicious becoz I was hungry at the time… That small snack I had before that didnt manage to do much… But Kenny Rogers did a lot to my hunger…

~Tasty indeed~

And then came the cake part… Which they decided to use the same plan another gang has just on me before this during my last year’s birthday which was… Halfway eating someone suddenly became missing and then came back with a cake and candles and everyone started singing bday songs… OMG~~~ But then last year I almost managed to stop them from doing it… I really dont like big big parties.. esp in crowded areas.. Sorry… This year I was prepared… Someone went missing… I went out to look for her… And then I couldnt find her… So I bought some cake myself… And called her to say I buy od… Wicked rite?? Lolz … I was successful naneenaneebooboo :p Haha… Anyway… Really thanks for your plans and all… But I was only hoping for a simple small quiet birthday party with friends… Thats all I hoped for… Something tat big scares me again… Lolz:P

While eating the cake… I managed to spoonfeed some ppl… Namely…

~FWen… The spoon still so far away but she od cant wait…~

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~CYong from Dreams Part 1..She really open her mouth wide wide de~

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~And then FWen wanna feed me … So I let her feed lor…~

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~And she really fed me…. This was how I looked… I got creamed…

Later after I managed to clean myself off the mess FWen made… We all went to snap snap snap photos at the newly opened The Gardens…

High class place where only rich ppl can afford… Things there ppl like me cant buy de…

~This is FWen again… Someone is touching her ass  She is sitting on someone’s hand~

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~The hand also couldnt resist to touch my ass so I let it touch my ass  Me taking a picture with the hand~

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~The leng luis that came out that day~

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~Thanks to all of you for making it memorable ~

And last but not least… Thanks to Jnice also for calling to wish from Japan… I’m really happy to hear your voice again… Touched~~

Hmmm… My initial plans for today was to…

1. Go to Times Square to meet up with Shreen

2. Go catch a movie and eat something with Shreen

3. Go to chapel after that to celebrate mass

 And I tot thats all that will happen for this special day… But I was wrong…

Let see… I met up with pretty Shreen at Times Square at 11am whom I think she didnt have any idea on the significance of the day but still agreed to go out with me… Really Shreen…. You dunno rite what day it is??

One main attraction in Times Square which I noticed when was waiting for Shreen to arrived was the big big lion head… At first… I took this picture…

Notice anything weird with the photo???

Yup thats rite… Its just waking up from a sleep….

Look at its eyes… So sleepy rite…

So I keep looking at what it will do after waking up…. And after a while it open its eyes really big to look at me taking photos of it…

And I keep snapping and snapping…

In the end it became annoyed and showed me a face like this….

-.-… Looks annoyed rite… Maybe I took too many pictures od.. Haha

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Anyway… This is pretty Shreen with her long long hair…

~Again another girl with stares that could really send chills down your spine… Her stare is like directly through you… As if you cant hide anything from her~

We talked and walked most of the time around Times Square while waiting for the movie to start… It was really enjoyable talking to her as we are both Anime Fanatics and both love certain Japanese Dramas… And she’s also a very talkative friend at times But its all good… Being talkative aint a bad trait. Esp when you are with quiet little ol me…

The movie we watched was KungFu Dunk… Starring Jay Chow… And all in all the movie was enjoyable and funny… Except for certain moments of irrational scenes… Do watch it if you have the extra money and time and no other movie to watch… Yalar, Shreen, I agree with you od lar… Its nice… I read the wrong review saying that it was lousy….:P

~The nice smile she had on her while eating sushi~

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~One last shot before we leave~

Anyway after the movie and a quick trip to Sushi King as well as a few moments of snapping photos… We finally left Times Square… It was when waiting for the bus that I witness an event that make me feel disgrace to be just a witness… I saw a gang of 5-6 malay boys… most probably secondary school boys… beating up an Indian teen and robbing him of his items… It was horrible… How kids nowadays are like tat… I felt terrible at my inability to stand up and help the poor Indian guy… And was constantly erm… thinking why Malaysia has became what it had become… And I was hoping someone somewhere will be able to teach those boys a lesson… And then it occur to me that other than they are being caught or God is really paying attention to them, they are free to continue their reign of ganging up and robbing… And thats when I tot about the anime Death Note where KIRA (the main antagonist in the film) acted to kill off all that had commit wrong esp those who are unpunished by the law… And I tot… Maybe there is also something true in that story…Sadly… Ppl like that dont exist in the real world… Wonder if I will support him if he does exist… Haiz… Anyhow it could have been me getting beaten up… Sien…

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While watching the movie, SWan and SzYn messaged asking me whether I’m free at nite or not to go for dinner with them which I totally really wanna go… But then I tot about the mass in the chapel and message Olvia that I wont be going for mass… And her reply made me tot something was fishy… She keep asking me to go… And then even Dom called me and asked me to go.. Haha… Then I realize something was in stored for me od during the nite… One part of me wanna go with SWan and SzYn… But Dom they all already prepared all the items for the nite’s surprise… So with a heavy heart I decided to go to chapel only lar… What to do~~ Terpaksa say no to the other 2 girls who date me…~~

Dom and gang really had a surprise in store for me that nite… Cake and all after the mass with Father singing the Bday song with us… Thanks guys and girls but truth be told again… Haha.. Im being terrible now…. I’ve mentioned last year during the bday surprise Natlia sprang for me in my old blog that I dont really like birthday surprises or big party celebration for me… But still thanks for all the hard work you all have done to celebrate for me… I’m really grateful… Also to Jnice Jr who gave me a small present.. Touched… Thanks … Happy Birthday also to those with the same bday as mine… Iris… Chia Yee and Chia Ling… I wish you all be happy in everything you do

~The card they gave me~

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~The wishes for me… Thanks~

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~The small present from Jnice Jr… Thanks~

Lets just say that how I wish everyday could be my birthday

Its 16th of February… 3.30am… Its my birthday… But why am I holding back tears?? :’(

Hmmm~~ Let just say that 4 hours ago… I was more less thinking that the 16th of Feb will be another ordinary day… A day which Alan… becoz the day is special choose to go out to celebrate…. but then he couldnt find anyone to go out with and in the end  went out along becoz he can’t bear to go thru that special day alone in his room…

Lets just say tat I wish for someone to be there with me…

And in the end I found someone… Its not the closest of my friends… Its not someone whom I really really know… I dont even think she knows that the day is special to me… She’s a friends sister whom I just met twice since last December… And the whole thing made me think back about the time when I was left behind at the chapel during convo mass… where someone I barely knew stayed behind for me… Where are the friends whom I had regarded as close??? Why does this have to happen to me again and again? Haiz… Well lets just say that I could feel the need to hold back tears again… If this was to happen a few years ago I would have just shrugged it off… But that just means that I have gotten soft compared to how I was years ago… Maybe getting closer friends make you soft and easier to get hurt… Haiz… Thats why this post is protected…

Happy Birthday to me~~

How was your Valentine Day? Receive any chocolates, candies or flowers??

Yours truly got something.. And he’s happy for it… WOOOHOO~~

Presenting… What I got for V Day…

Its called Hershey’s KISSES lagi tu… Got meaning de is it??

Thanks SzYn for your kisses . My first time receiving kisses on Vday . I would like to kiss you back too… Hahaha

Anyway… For those who wanna know who this SzYn gal is… This is her

This is SzYn… She’s the wavy hair girl… But truth be told, I really like those wavy looks… Its really a refreshing look you know… :Kicks all those who say she looks old:

Anyway… SzYn quite shy de lor… See… She didnt want me to take her photo at all

And so I try again…

Only managed to get this

She’s also very hardworking de lor~~ Still reading her book while I was talking to her beside her~~~ :sweats: … Anyway really thanks for the kisses

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This Saturday really not going singing K od.. Cuz Shren couldnt make it and her sis also couldnt make it… And the so many ppl all so busy de… So guess its my day out alone again~~ Sigh~~ But I will enjoy de… Trust me!!! Maybe go eat my fav sushi again.. and then catch a movie or two… Anticipating Sunday evening outing lor… Dunno where Mitsuki they all wanna kidnap bring me to. Scary ler… Maybe they will put me in a cage and then ship me off to Thailand to become gigolo ler….

~this could happen~~ but lucky got Blackie with me going to Thailand ~

I’ll be moving to a new room soon just one floor under my current room… Why the sudden change you ask?? Cuz of the windows… I can finally open my windows widely in my new room as opposed to my old one where everyone who walk by could stare in at me… The new room windows are not facing the corridor… So I wont have to worry about ppl spying on me from the corridor… But ppl from the opposite flat might stare… Haha… But I dont mind that also… Opening windows mean that my room will be better insulated and become cooler… Totally love it . But becoz of this… I might not be able to online for a few days from tomorrow onwards since I’ll be staying in the new one starting tomorrow night…  So this blog might be going on hiatus for a while… Maybe a few days time until we get our connection back at the new place… I’ll be updating from cafes if I really couldnt help it thou… But visit back here as well…

And to end things off.. I have entrusted myself with a top secret mission… A mission that will shock many ppl… And will make me become disgraceful if I am caught… Wanna know more about it?? It will most probably be up by the next few updates… Anyway.. Anticipate it

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I felt a sense of dread just now after my afternoon nap… Hope it isnt anything bad… Just couldnt get the unsettling feeling off me… Prays for everything to be fine…

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Last but not least.. the picture of the day… SzYn finally allows me to take a photo with her…

Here it is ~~

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Recently a couple of things made me regret my own childlikeness behaviour of being unable to be serious especially in making decisions regarding to my feelings…

And becoz of that I lost something else which was important to me… Its more like not knowing what you have till its gone again… And it keeps on happening to me…

Lets just say that, if I would have known or be more serious especially in sorting out what I feel then maybe this ‘might’ not have been like this… And I wouldn’t have to feel terrible

But I realize that feeling terrible will just lead to more sense of regretfulness and in the end cause another similar situation to happen again… So I have to be more serious in what I feel… And thats my resolution for this year…

~おれわ かのじょうかおをみるだけで、なんか うれしくなります 、but it’s too late now…  うれしい ください ええ ちゃん~ ( I hope I didn’t type the characters wrong)

Being more serious in what I want.. Being more serious in what I need… Being more serious in my path for the future… And especially being serious with my own feelings…

I’ll still be the Alan you all know me as… Maybe just minor fixes to glitches

Dont worry… I won’t be morphing to become another person…

You wont see me like this …

~its morphing time….!!!(I have no idea if the pic is bad or what…But if anyone thinks it should be taken down due to certain reason then do tell me about it… Thanks)~

And become a new and different ranger…~~ Haha

Anyway becoz of the incident… I really wanna make myself a better person… I wanna treasure everyone around me… and everything that happens around me… With the time left in Uni getting less and less… I want to enjoy every last moments of it… And not live to regret it…~~

Feeling terrible always got me the mood to sing… I really want to sing…~~~!!! (Even thinking about entering karaoke competition… Shud I SHUD I??)

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Why am I back so early btw?? Becoz I have a Japanese speaking quiz which I totally blurted out the words to the sensei’s face… And forgetting minor details in my speech… Hope it wasnt too bad thou… And then have to pass up an essay… In Japanese… 100 words… Fainted… Lucky got Xuan to help me … If not sure cried… I tot we were still in kindergarden for Japanese lessons… Didn’t know their system is from kindergarden straight to secondary school… Sweat… But after writing everything… Its really such a happy feeling… Haha… Look… my 1st essay in Japanese

~my first Japanese essay… about my father… this is the unchecked version…~

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Being in Labuan for one week got me fat again… Mainly becoz I was constantly static… due to the lack of things to be doing back there… But then… there is one thing every Labuanian shud do when they go back there is to see the beach… I dont know why but being on the beach always calms me down… Relaxes my body and mind…Feeling the breeze of sea air on the face is the best thing yet… Its refresing… and listening to the waves hitting shore… Thats even better… Thats what I’ve experience during my recent trip back… Was thinking of catching the sunset view… but sadly the sun hid behind the clouds that day… Sweat…

~this is taken about half hour before it disappear completely~

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~the picture looks as if the clouds are forming an imaginary mountain~

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~watching the waves coming in~

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~the beaches here might not have the nicest shores… but I still love it~

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~notice the outline of 3 ppl sitting on the beach leading out to sea~

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~me playing with the colors again… too bad the one tiny branch blocking the light… it really looks like its the moon rather than the sun~

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Another thing which anyone who is visiting Labuan shud go to is the duty free shops… There are liquor, cigarettes, perfume and CHOCOLATES for sales…

~the whole thing cost RM 92… and no… these are not for my valentine… Haha… There are some obligatory chocolates for certain girls for Val thou… And there… there are some for those who ask me to buy and there is one for a bday girl … The rest are left for my supervisors and those who helped me in my FYP~

Dont you want some??

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Anyway… On the way back I got the chance to meet up with certain classmates who were on the same plane as me… Got a chance to sit beside SinYu… Whom I had sat with before sometime on another flight last year… She was half alseep and half awake throughout the whole flight and I did took some pictures of her sleeping.. cuz I tot.. well.. from simple observation… I tot that she’s cute… But while I was taking my last picture of her… She woke up… And started to force me to delete all the photos I took… :sweats: From a cute sleeping girl to a forceful awaken girl~~ Nevertheless Aven managed to take a photo of both of us on the plane… Here it is…

Kawaii desu ne??~~

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I so wanna sing K this weekend… Why is everyone so busy de??~~