~minors n’ MAJORS~

Hmmm.. A new year is coming… The old one going… And I ask myself… Have I changed… Did I fulfilled what I was set to do…? Somehow thinking this question will leave me speechless cuz I don’t think anything has changed with me… A year passed by just like that…And what have I accomplished?? Still being lazy… Still playing around when I should be serious… Still lack a lot of qualities that I seek…Hmm… I guess many others might be feeling like me now… The desire to change never fade within us… Its just that we all are too lazy… Too undetermined to change… Its so hard to change lor… Don’t you think so??

Anyway… Going back there tomorrow… Start of another semester.. Prob the hardest yet..What to do.. Keep praying for the best… Keep praying for the strength to carry on… That part of me is still there… And I will keep praying summore…

Hmmm… I can’t believe I spent more than RM 80 buying chocolates… Not for myself but for others… Hmmm…. I have my reasons for each gift… But I might be biased towards some ppl… Haiz.. Unfair rite.. Some will get.. Some won’t… But if I make sure everyone gets… I cry… Hole in my pocket~~~But still hope they will appreciate it… Lol… I been Santa two years ago… and I am becoming one again this year…

I wish all of you a blessed HAPPY NEW YEAR… May the coming of this new year bring forth new joys and happiness to everyone…

Haiz… I wont be taking up so many jobs next sem seeing how lazy I am to accomplish the jobs that I am suppose to do… Can you believe that the accounts I am dealing with now are not balance… OMG… And the prayer nite, havent done anything about it… And the budget… I didnt do anything about it… Wanna cry od.. I dont wan so much responsibility ah… Haiz… Like the quote from Spiderman.. With great power comes great responsibility… I have power meh??? Sigh… And wanna help out with other things…? I dont wanna do anything much anymore lor… Haiz.. So cham de… @.@ Sorry ooo everyone… I’ve been a terrible person…. Haiz… GOMENASAI!!! Will do my best… NEXT YEAR..~~

MERRY CHRISTMAS…!!! or a belated one anyway… Lolz… Check out the song section on the right side… Updated with a few songs as well as old ones… Anyway… Going back soon… HAIZ… Dunno whether its good or bad… Good part is — I will finally have something else to do… Bad part is — I don’t have my internet line anymore…

Whats going on sooo far??? Results out… And its yet another blessing.. THANK GOD…. Lolz… This sem is the best so far.. And I was soo lazy throughout it last few months… But the coming sem will be the worst I will have to face… So…Keep me in your prayers pls…

My round 2 in WebDota came to an end.. With ST owning… Lol… Imagine the last push was at 3.01 am… Have to wait till then to see how I can help out… But still its a win… And a nice win at that…. Lol… My ranking improved… … Anyway… Not quite in the mood for an update today… Maybe its the slow connection.. But will be doing another update b4 going back… Till then~~ ST owns… =)

The holidays are boring as usual with the anticipated first sem second year results coming out any day now… If it were to follow last year’s timing, it would have already been out last week… So I am putting my money on the next three days… What will happen? Will Alan get voted out from getting first class or will he continue onto the next round?? ..

Recently I came across a video on YouTube which shows erm… Bullies in Malaysia… Well about a few secondary school girls lar beating up another girl… Kinda sad for that girl… Well I mean there are those in this world who might look at it and turn a blind eye… But I guess thats not me… Those who look at such a situation and felt that they shud have been there for the bullied girl… Thats the group I am in… I mean… Even though I am EviL… I am still caring… Haha… Well… That part of me won’t change lar cuz no matter how hard I don’t seem to care for something… Sometimes… The heart does not feel what you want it to feel… And one can never ever… EVER~~ control how one’s heart feels (I don’t mean the heart attack de heart ah)

Hmmm… What to say ha… Normally when I am not blogging I can think of hundred of stuff to say… But when I am.. It all seems to fly away… Anyway… I feel that, a lot of things is not happening the way it shud be rite now… Like me being lazy.. Lol.. I hate being lazy but I am… I hate doing stuff that I dont wanna do but I still do stuff like that… Lol… I hate to sleep late but I still sleep late… I dont wanna be fat but reality … I AM ”’ (swtdrop)… But still there are things to be happy about rite now… E.C and S.L now at UPM lol be couples od… Wish her happy… PLC at Labuan is engaged and getting married soon.. Dont know when… And a very important sister of mine at UPM also getting married next year… Everyone getting married od… Yo… E.C, when is your turn??

So far I wonder how everyone is doing… Cyong is busy with her debate stuff… Natalia with her camp stuff… KSinn, Hhieng and me are rotting at home… Ksiang… M.I.A (Missing in action), Everyone else?? Missing also… Haiz… Hope they are not rotting faster than me…

Really at a lost for words.. Anyway… Recently been hooked to that WebDota game… Lol… Its addicting… Lol… Look at bottom for my performance this round… Hehe… Not bad for 1st round… Anyway… God Bless You all out there… Wherever you are…