~minors n’ MAJORS~

And the dream… Hehe… Well ever since the holidays started… Someone I know sort of gave me the silent treatment… And truthfully… It’s annoying me very much… I mean how long can you stay silent for… Well… 1. Don’t reply sms… 2. Don’t reply email… 3. Don’t chat at all… Wah…. What on Earth are you doing there ooo… But technically its your problem how you want to be… Not mine… … Anyway… I dreamt that even though after all these conflict… In the end everything was fine again… Conversations started once more… So… By then we’ll look back and see how immature those times are… Lol… For the persons who think I am referring to them… Drop me a line or anything… I am smiling here… Hehe… Really… I don’t mind the treatment… But I think its a silly game… Ya… Really silly… Its like ‘Don’t you think it’s silly too?’ … Lol… The people nowadays… I know… Isn’t perfect at all… Em… Sorry for those ppl who I wasnt in contact with lately… My fault… But some other people also ah…. SMS me to ask a question and then didn’t reply my SMS after I answer… Its like ‘Hey you know last time my sis at KK got meet a guy etc etc etc is it?’ and I answer ‘Not sure… Why are you asking this???’ And hence … NO REPLY…Wah… If like that ah… Best I don’t answer lor… This goes out to that girl at KK who messaged me about a guy and her sister…. Hey… I am not information counter ok?? Ask your sisters lar.. Why ask me oo? -.-”’

Hmmm… Good news is that I FINALLY FINISHED THE FLASH… Well since its my first flash… Its kinda… Boring ya know… Hehe… But still proud with what I have done… And hope it gets approved by Xiang… SwishMax is really recommended for beginners but since its a trial version I only have 8 days to use it left… Must find the original version or risk going back to that thousands of pages of tutorials for FlashPro 8…

The bad news are… Well… 1. I might not be able to finish downloading Yakitate Japan before going back to KL… Although the time left states 17 hours… And 2. I am going back in 2 days time… This Sunday to be precise… Sigh… There goes my holidays.. And when at KL…I wont be able to update as frequently as I am or I was a few weeks back… Sigh…

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At approximately 5 minutes after I updated the above… A huge explosion could be heard by my feet… The surge protector plug into the wall socket just about 30 cm away from my feet exploded… And it was total darkness… The house electricity and everything else tripped.. So… No electric in the whole house… This is technically the 1st time I was sitting near a socket when it blows up… Sigh… And now running the computer on battery… Sigh… I wonder will I ever manage to finish downloading YJapan under this circumstances…. I could feel the electricity surge on my foot you know… The hair on my leg were standing… With no electricity how am I going to finish the download oo…? Yup… I just escaped a big explosion and all I am worrying about is to finish the downloads… Haha… Bummer.. Anyway… The surge looks like this… and the length of the wall socket to my leg is about this….

Wonders anyone still remember STEPS ??… Erm… Their songs… includes Deeper Shade of Blue, Say You’ll Be Mine, Its the Way You Make Me Feel, After the Love has Gone… I was listening to their songs… And it really makes me relive the moments when I practically adore the singers… Lol… That was years ago… Sometime during Form 1 or Form 2… But their songs are really relaxing… The type which can calm down the soul… I dunno why… But after tonight… I found that they left an everlasting impression on my mind through the songs of theirs…

Anyway… Flash presentation is 1/3 way done…

Finally started with the Flash presentation… Using SwishMax is really easier than Flash Pro… Its a little like using Microsoft Powerpoint Prez but its a lot nicer and more powerful… Now…. Still got a few days left… And trying desperately to finish downloading Yakitate Japan before the end of hols….

Listening to : Eternal Snow (Myco)

Anyway…. Just some thoughts on my mind…. Many people tend to take things for granted… Its like when all’s well… They will tend to slack off… Say.. If your life is going so smoothly esp in your studies… You will also become more lazy… And for others… Well… Nothing is ever going to go smooth at all… You can’t expect everything to go just as the way you wanted to…Things happen… And when it does… You struggle… To try to take back that peace and comfort you once have… And by then one might me wondering… Why didn’t I treasure all that has come… The saying goes… One will not treasure it until it’s lost… So treasure everything….Your days…. Be happy with them… Your family… Spend time with them… The ones you love…. Love them… Show them you care… Your friends… Be there for them when they needed you… Your enemies… Forgive them… Live each day like this and you will never have any regrets… Live each days to the most…. And you’ll find that the world is indeed a beautiful place… Not only for you… But for everyone else…

I am having such a terrible headache now… Sigh… So pain… Its like the time I finished my Chemistry SPM paper… The last paper… The type which is from lack to sleep and too much studying… But I am not studying also now… Dunno why… But really hurt… The weird thing is it only hurts the left side of my head… And a little on the bottom back side…. What is that area controlling anyway? I wonder… The right side is just fine lor… Dunno why only 2 sides… While the right side dont pain…

Anyway.. I got a new cover for my phone… Lol… It really looks a lot better now… And the phone strap… Well… Ain’t it cool? Someone made it… Its really something I treasure…

• I DON’T KNOW HOW TO DO THE FLASH AH…!!!!! WALAO…. REALLY HARD..!!! SIGHS…. *goes back to thinking how to do the flash*
• Finished editing the main song for the Flash animation… Now… How do I insert it? *thinks again*
• Go lao sai is easier than making Flash ah *I think I am going to lao sai now *
• Someone don’t talk with me ahhhhh *Walao eh… Soo many problems*
• My ankle is killing me ah *Dunno I sprained it or something*
• Shea Wah is sick ah… *Praying for her to get better*
• The Bitcomet Downloads are soo slow ah… *Why not moving like that de??*
• Is SwishMax easier to use than FlashPro 8 ah?? *Maybe change a program lar*
• I ran out of things to eat ah… *Soo Hungry now*

But still… Smile… Haha… Thats what happening… Amidst all the siens and all the upsets and everything…I am still doing pretty well … Haha… These are just small stuff… But still I really have to figure out what to do for the animation…

My cousins just got into a heated fight 5 minutes ago… Its like those type of fight where you started screaming at each other and wacking each other silly… All because of some stupid eraser… Walao… The normal siblings fight… Sigh… Well… I settled them down already… But I think its just stupid… Especially for the younger of the siblings… She’s the stubborn one… Hence sort of remind me of myself… And how stubborn I am…  Hehe

I am always questioning the rights and wrongs of the decision I made… Its like is what I’m doing right? Or is it wrong…? There are soo many decisions to make all the time… On studies.. On your social life… Private life… Basically you’ll have to make decisions everywhere…And its not courage that brings you to make the decisions but to make rational decisions… And am I making them now? I have no idea…

Why? Cuz I been lazing around… Yesterday was kept awake by something but that doesn’t matter now… But it left today with a headache… My head’s been aching all day… Finished downloading Kimi ga Nozomu Eien and finished watching it… Lol.. It a good anime… But I don’t really like the ending… Sigh.. The guy ended up with another girl… Hate it… Lol… Anime Review on this will be up soon… And really… I meant it on my last few post… Don’t think of oneself as being sad.. or why this happen or why that happen etc… Don’t even dare to pity someone… Cuz… There are others who are in worst situations… Like what Anna Lim once told me.. There’s a difference between symphaty and empathy… For eg… When someone close to a friend pass away…And due to that that friend is failing in class… Its symphaty if you approach her and say… I pity you… Its not your fault that you failed…. Well its emphaty if you say… Don’t be discouraged… Pick yourself up and move on… There’s always a better tomorrow… That what Anna told me… Well I think thats what she told me… The details may be a bit blurred… But nevertheless there’s a fine line between symphaty and emphaty…