~minors n’ MAJORS~

Hmmm… Many times before I had thought about this and came to the same conclusion… One should not have too much feelings inside of oneself or it’ll burst out… Technically I shouldn’t be feeling all these right…? I should be cold hearted… Unmoved by whatsoever feelings right? Then I might find consolation in not getting hurt or angry at all… Right? Hehehehe Just something that comes into mind…

Anyway…. Everyone is going somewhere soon… Stephs going to Hong Kong, Amy to Beijing, Mas to Kuching… etc etc etc… And I am stuck here as usual… Sigh… Might start to download another series if I am really bored… Maybe Cooking MB.. Hehehe… Truth is… I am missing somebody so much…

A very nice tune from the series Eyeshield21… Enjoy…

http://media.putfile.com/Sena-and-Mamori-MP3

Well title shows what I am doing these two days… Finished watching Aishiteruze Baby yesterday and finished watching Samurai Deeper Kyo today… Downloading Air Tv now and most probably Boys Be soon… Finished downloading Eyeshield 21 Field Track… Now you guys and girls can listen to the real Sena and Mamori tune… But the link I shall paste later. Hehe…

Been thinking a lot these few days… And really… Coming down to a conclusion… It doesn’t really matter if one’s feeling is unattended to sometimes since all that matter is what the person wants… Hehe… Understand? What I want to acheive is just seeing her happy… Being there for her… Even if its unattended… I guess if it may be better this way..

This time they are from the Series: Boys Be… Hmm… Not a bad series at all…

Summer II – http://media.putfile.com/summer2053

Winter II – http://media.putfile.com/Winter-II

Winter III – http://media.putfile.com/Winter-III

and one song from Eyeshield 21

Sena and Mamori – http://media.putfile.com/Sena-and-Mamori

Enjoy~~~

Miss someone a lot… Hehe

Total of two games were played…

Game 1 Sladar (me) vs Crystal Maiden (KS)

Results: KS wins….

Its embrarassing you know…Sigh… Lousy… Gotten one of the heroes which I had least experience on… Sigh… But anyway.. KS is improving…

Game 2 DoomBringer (me) vs Shadow Fiend

Results: I won…

And this was one of the few long games I played before… Really… One hour and 15 minutes I think… IT WAS HARD… Doombringer is really hard to use… After getting Monkey King Bar, Boots of Travel, Divine Rapier, Aegis of Immortal, Heart OT… Finally able to get a win… And no first blood in this round… As in the previous gotten by KS…

I really doubt those who visit here will know what I am talking about… But anyway… HaHa.. Start pondering… I need to refine skills with Sladar… Sigh… If only I was this good at studying… Hehehe… I will be a Professor already…

In another half hour will be a DotA matchup with KSiang… Even though we player numerous times… I still got the feeling that a tough battle is coming… And the waiting is just damn exciting… Hahaha… But take note… I will NOT lose… And I will do all I can to pound him into ownage! Hahaha.. But we’ll see how to matchup goes… Its still not decided… The rules of the match.. As seeing as to how our match yesterday got interupted due to electric shortage at my place… Its hard to know who will own today… And hence the fight yesterday… Rogueknight vs Dwarven Sniper is cancelled though I managed to get a first blood as Rogueknight… Sigh… Hehe…

Been playing the whole day with HHieng via the Hamachi network LAN… And learned some new tricks as well… Lets just hope I will be able to ultilize them efficiently…

The blood within me is boiling as I anticipate his arrival… Muah-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha… ~Do I seemed a little crazy? ~

I feel so numb… Is it the word for it 2day.. With really little mood to do much of anything at all.. Sigh… Even the DotA games today seems just so and so… Sigh… To that extend is what I am experiencing… Sigh… Sigh Sigh… Want to talk with somebody…

Maybe the problem is something which is not that easy to solve…

Sometimes its better to leave someone alone… Even though you really want to be with that person

Anyway… Here’s links to some nice song… And they are mostly from the Anime Full Moon wo Sagashite… Really loved that series… Seen it… Finish it… Really a great series

Eternal Snow – http://media.putfile.com/Eternal-Snow-79

Love Chronicle – http://media.putfile.com/Love-Chronicle

New Future – http://media.putfile.com/New-Future-33

Congratulations (Ah My Goddess music) – http://media.putfile.com/Congratulations-89

Fruits Basket (Fruits Basket theme) – http://media.putfile.com/Fruit-Basket-music

When you are dreading something, its like you’re thinking of something and that the something is not exactly a good one… Even the dreams don’t seemed to be at my side… I remember dreaming on something which I dread actually.. And why? Maybe because dreading it too much… But what to do… The feelings are still there… One can’t imagine how painful it is… Even though you know its just a dream… Not a nightmare though… Hehe… Anyway… Still waiting for that message that will make my day… Any message… Sigh~~ When will it come?