~minors n’ MAJORS~

Lol… Except Christmas passed half an hour ago… Sigh…. Nothing much happened this Christmas also… Spent most of my day packing for going back to UPM… At 8.30 am tomorrow… Going back…. Dunno what I am feeling now actually.. When I was at UPM, I thought coming back didn’t matter much… When I am going back, a little relunctant to leave… What is this oo… Sigh~~~ Maybe I am not the type to travel around too much… Hihi…

Anyway… I had made up my mind actually… Actually quite sometime ago… Before coming back… I had sort of decided.. That is if I dont meet with someone this time I come back… I am giving up on that person… Technically I did get a glimpse of that person but I don’t think that is meeting up… Basically… If you leave it to yuen… Then if nothing happen then I guess its just we dont have yuen… Thats why I always say you make your own fate… If you just let yuen decide everything then you will never get what you hope to get… Somehow I know I will regret this but… What to do~~~ Sad sad sad… Well technically also I have until tomorrow to meet with that person… That is around 7 hours now… But the chances are… well 0% I think… Sigh~~~~

Hmm… Ching just started a blog.. Lol… Agree with what she said on the 1st post… Lol… I support..Go check it out … Not bad eh~~~ Hehehe…

Hmmm… Tomorrow is a brand new day… I guess… Look forward to it… And make my own way to face it…. Tata…

KK trip (Day 1)

Lol Returning to KK again brought back many memories of that place… When I was at IS especially… Meet many friends there… Happy memories… And also some really unpleasant ones… Lol… But my trip back here this time is mainly to find old friends… And I was sppose to meet up with Steph and a few others on today…. But the unexpected happened… As I was waiting for the appointed time of meeting… (At Centrepoint McD) guess who decided to popped up… Non other than Dullah Strong… Hahaha… He was around there with Shafiq and whoa… I didnt expect to meet them that soon… Lol…But miss them lo… But the appointed time for meeting them was sppose to be tomorrow.. Lol.. so about them… I will leave them to tomorrow….. Anyway I also met some other ppl such as Christine… Lol…. Long time no see her.. She was shopping around… And some other that I didnt want to see… Which is someone I know for a few years already… But found a reason to get away…. to him~~~ Anyway… The meeting with Steph, Lyd, Tang and Eiason is really a happy one… Lol… Someone grew to be quite an attractive young lady since the last time I saw her…. Its you Lydia… And someone unfortunately still maintain her own height… But nevertheless attractive as well Really thanks to her for making the meeting possible… And really missed them now.. Lol… It was like when I was at IS… The few good friends that I really have…. Lol… Both of you are among them… And another thing really I have to stress…. Steph and Lydia… Sometimes… when I am talking about you…. well there are basically three situations to it….

1) I am talking to you and we are with friends and if what I am talking to you about is regarding something unpleasant about you (eg Height, Weight etc) then I am joking…Whatever bad that I am telling you about yourself will be just joking and whatever that is good is truely from the depths from my heart

2) I am talking to you and we are alone… Whatever bad that I am telling you about yourself will be just joking and whatever that is good is truely from the depths from my heart

3) I am talking to you and we are talking about other people… Then it will be me talking mostly true about the person we are talking about except maybe when the person we are talking about is someone I hate or something but when I am talking about that type of person… Normally its a serious tone I use…

Sooo…. All bad stuff I was talking about you girls and guy are the opposite… And all good stuff remains true…. Like… I keep telling Steph shes short… But you know … I always think short as attractive…So…. Haha… Lol… Thats what I was trying to say I guess… But Lydia’s not bad too Lol… And Lydia… Actually what I said in Steph car is a little bit untrue… About the time I was in IS… Sure… I was under quite a lot of stress… But glad for you few who did your best to help… Thank you very much… About the stress part… You can ask Connie and KChing about it… They actually came into my room and see what I was doing… And was asking why didnt anyone else help out… Sigh~~~ But to those that did help out… You few… And Stephanie Lee also actually… Really thank you all… And if I hadn’t join A&P last year, Lydia, I wouldn’t have met such a good friend.. and Steph and Eaison as well… Erm… Unfortunatly… I think I spelt the name wrongly already is it? Sorry… Pai seh… Haha.. But then I am gonna really miss you guys and girls… Cuz the next time we meet will be a long long time… Esp with Lyd at Aus and Eaison going to NZ and Me at West Mas… Wonder when we will meet again… But I am really glad to know you all…

KK Trip Day 2

Today’s the day for the meeting with Ex Roommate and Shafiq…. Lol… What did we do? Haha… We went to CC, we went to play games… Basketball… etc We went to sing K… Lol… Singing K was the best Lol…. I almost lost my voice after singing the E3.09 rendition of Its My Life… where it sounded more like screaming and shouting rather than singing… Lol… But our rendition of When you said nothing at all… Is a pro like song… Hahaha… But really have a lot of fun in the K-Box although I was wondering why it didnt exactly rain until night time… Lol Anyway… Didnt do much of anything else after the KBox thing… Lol… Wish we could do it a lot more time… Hmm… Cloudy go KL… Then we go K all the time.. Hahaha…

KK Trip Day 3

Nothing much happened today except for 1) Fight with someone… 2) The plane ride… 1) Fight… Why do you have to care about whose coming to send me off anyway? Sometimes I feel that you are always trying to judge who and how my friends are.. Controlling who I am with and who I am not with… Well… Wu liao you know… Ruin my nice mood only…. Sigh~~~ Crazy…!!! My frens know more about me than you… So… don’t try to make me lose them… 2) The plane ride… Well… after cooling down… Lol… Like I am a little better now…  About the plane… Well… when we reach the airport… It was raining heavily… And for the first time in my life… They offer us umbrellas to get onto the plane… Haha… Cuz we were at the departure gate that do not have the air bridge… So they lend each and everyone of us an umbrealla to walk to the plane… Lol… And two… the unlucky one…. I got a double seating… When I was finally on the plane… My seat wasnt empty anymore… The tickets were checked and double checked and nothing was wrong with it… And so when everyone was seated down I was the only one standing up… All eyes were on me… So pai seh you know… Sigh~~~ Well… after 10 minutes of people staring at me… My luck came… They upgrade me to Bussiness class…. Lol… Happy Happy… Wow… This is like so cool… Except I was a little like freak out… It was like a long long long long time since the last time I had a Bussiness class seat… And I sort of go dum dum… at what to do.. Haha…Too bad it was only a 30 minutes flight… Lol… And the stewardess for Biz Class is a cutie too… Lol…

Hmmm… KK… Really a place full of memories… With those I am sure to miss and with those I try to forget… Lol….Check out the photos…

Today was a day of total unexpectations… Lol… Why? Cuz I was awaken by my hand phone ringing by the side of my bed… It was Fadzli and he said that they are all at library now waiting for me… And I was like… Huh? What mean? And he said… Didn’t you receive the message? We… referring to Amin and Effa are waiting for you to come down and join us… Lol… And I was like .. Huh? Are you sure you got message me? The time was then 10.30 am… And I jumped out of bed… Had a bath and quickly joined them… Lol… It was fun to see all three of them again… Well… We walked around FP again… For a few rounds… Really… Labuan is a boring town… Before having lunch and then deciding on what to do… It was funny at lunch and we finally decided to hit the beach next to the sea sport complex with Fadzli chauffeuring us.. Lol… His driving skills are more less like mine really… Lol… And there we are at the Sea Sport Complex… I took a few pictures of the surrounding structures… To show to UPM ppl…And suddenly…. It started to rain… Lol…. We were like drenched in the rain before we finally reach Fadzli’s car and got into it… Anyway… Effa and I ended up in the Library… At 2 pm that day… Lol… Nice talking to her again… Since last time she was the one who listened to me… All I got to say… Thanks friend… And since Fadzli and Amin went off already… We went back to FP again… And walked about one round until her sis called her telling her that she’s going home and asking her to follow… So.. The meeting ended like that…. Now… The not soooooooo lucky part of today….

1^st – Effa actually met SS at the library this morning… And damn why had I overslept… I had been thinking of going to the library also… If I had gone then maybe we would have met… Damn.. That’s why I am thinking of going to the library again tomorrow… Hope she will come down again… Sigh~~~

2^nd – I am mad at someone now… Annoyed at her… Who am I referring to? Its that Peckae… (You know who you are)… Why? Cuz she played aeroplane with me… In Chinese ‘Fang Wo Fei Ji’… Why….? Well she was the one who suggested that we are all going to meet… We referring this time to Cindy Liew and Me and Jamie … are going to meet at Medan at 6 pm today… For some snacks… And its that reason which made me to decide that I wouldn’t be attending Michelle birthday party today… Sorry Michelle… Its that reason also why I ended up in the library when Amin and Fadzli decided to go home… I was waiting for them… It was also that reason that made me to hang about at FP from 3.30pm till 6pm just waiting for the appointed time to meet at Medan… The same reason for why I finally walk to Medan at 6pm.. And when I arrived… What I get when I reach there? I can’t see even their shadows… So I waited… And waited and it was about ten minutes past the appointed time already… I sent a message to CindyL… Asking where were they…. And the message I got back… ‘Eh? Didn’t Peckae tell you that she couldn’t go today and cancelled everything……..’  And I was damn annoyed at that time… Ended up with me walking home… Not in any time to go to Michelle’s party… And feeling hungry….So…ANNOYED…!!!!!!

Overall today is still a good day… Thanks to Fadzli, Amin and Effa… And no thanks to you Peckae…

Sigh I am soooo bored again… Why? Cuz really nothing to do… Like all I did today was read Ichigo 100%, play badminton and play scrabble… Sooooooo bored… I think I will start studying again tomorrow… Going to library also tomorrow… Hope this time I can make more progress… I really want to get better results for next semester you know… I want to show everyone I can do it…Lol….YA-HA!!! Lol this is a boring update…Bye bye…

Lol.. OMG… I was just reading Ichigo 100% Volume 3 and it struck me how fortunate the lead character is… He has 3 cute girls going all over him… One who he can talk nonstop with… One who he can share his dreams with… And one who he confessed his feelings to… Lol… But I can see him as a tortured soul even though the 3 girls are there with him… Why? Cuz he could never make up who he like more… Its not like he’s a playboy or anything…Lol.. I don’t think I will fancy being just like how he is… Its really torturing.. Haha.. Anyway… A new manga that I am introducing… ICHIGO 100%…

Lol… Actually I really like going to the UPM Chapel for mass… Its just that I hadnt gone there for quite a while already… I really like the songs they sing there… Even the Father there has a great voice… Lol… Love it when he sings the ‘Blessed be Lord’ Thats sooo nice… Lol… And ‘Unto you’ still is an enchanting song that remain in my head most of the time… Lol… Miss that place

Blessed again is today… Why…? Cuz I just found out that there is a chance that the way I counted my CGPA might be wrong…. And if it is then my CGPA might be slightly higher than what I counted.. and hence… HEHE… Getting what I wanted… Thank You Lord…!!

Hmmm… Finally managed to video chat with *her* today.. And her hair is sooo long now… Haha Liang moi~~~ But dunno why… It was really quiet… Like we have nothing to talk about at all… Sigh~~ Dunno what is wrong… Sigh… Hope to have a good chat soon… Or I might just break…~~~ Something’s wrong you know with my thinking about relationships again… Lol… I wonder how many will notice what I type here..

The dread of my results has finally passed on… And here I am once more.. With another promise… That is to be better… Next semester… I will get better results next semester… NO MATTER WHAT…!! Thats my promise…. Watch me do it!!!! Never giving up…. Not that easy… My promise… I will fulfill…. YA-HA!!!!!!!

Anyway… The results for my first semester finals are out already… I didnt do too well… But I guess I have to Thank God for it not being worse… Really a blessing… Actually have to thank Steph for this… I always thought it was luck that I have everytime got good results… Like the Physics exam in SPM where I forgot to answer 10 questions… Or the Last Minute studying for Matric finals or the PMR I always thought that luck was on my side.. But not till what Steph told me yesterday loo… It was like me saying that eventually luck will run out… And then she said something that amazed me.. She said… ‘Except I call it a blessing’ … And I was like… ‘Wow’…. Lol… Its really a blessing… Lol… Thanks a lot…

With my lousy results this time… I will do better next semester… Watch me… Spirits rising high again.. But this time I will do it.. Akiramenai!!!!!!!!

Anyway.. When I tell my mum my results… She just said ’so what’… And something else about medic again…. So I made up my mind not to tell her any of my results in UPM from this day forth… Cuz shes not appreciating the toils I go through to get it…. No matter how good the result is…!!!! YA-HA!!!

Hmmm exams results is out liao… But I cannot get into the site and check cuz the site still down… Lol.. Everytime it reaches this period I really feel uncomfortable waiting lo… So sigh… Just like when Matrik results out… I was like waiting the whole morning and the night before that slept at 4 am… Crazy… Now also… A little panic… Still can’t control my own feelings well… Sigh…So bad… Sigh… Haha… Always like this… Well.. Just nervous now… Tomorrow will be worst.. Lol… So lets see if I manage to get into the site tomorrow… Till then… Byebye

Now how can anyone think of tentecles and say testicles…. lol… I know the difference is just the ‘i’ but it made me laugh till my face was red.. Lol… and who’s the girl who say this.. Well none other than Cindy Liew… The girl who was (emphasize on ‘was’) bad in Chemistry…. Lol… Really… Did you really think those stuff hanging from the octopus with suction cups are testicles… Lol… I know it hangs and all… But don’t get confused okay? Hahahahaha…

Anyway I am still so bored at home… But today got play something else than PC games that is I went to play badminton..Lol… I was bad at it and now after about 3 years not playing… terrible at it… The shuttlecock come flying and i keep on missing it.. Lol…. Terrible already… Even till my couz can win me… Lol..and shes Primary 5… Paiseh looo….

Anyway… Yesterday chatted with Maslyn till wee hours.. Lol… Talked about SS… and skirts and gowns and dresses… And petite and curves and Frenster testimonials… Lol… I respect the short girl in my course who approved a testimonial calling her petite… But when I told Mas about it… She was like ‘wow’, ‘wah’ amazed and everything…. And then the most recent testimonial I wrote to her was rejected… Why? Cuz I said that she looked…well… CHUBBIER and that fit well on her that now she got CURVES.. Lol… But why she reject… Is becoz of the curves part… Aiyoo… See my fren so brave with petite and you are scared of curves…. Lol… Aiyoo.. Hahaha..

Anyway.. Going to chat with Steph tomorrow and hope to bring her into the world of Gunbound… Lol… For some reasons she changed or something laaa For the better… Cuz last time she was definitely not like who she is now… And the person she is now is if good… Better than the past her… Lol…

Will be uploading some new photos of Labuan soon enuff… Maybe tomorrow.. Lol… Gnite..