Silent Departure…
Going off tomorrow at 11.55 am instead of 10.55 am …. Plane delay… Quite sure that I will forget to bring something along with me… Lol… Now not even sure whether I have everything yet… Sigh… Even the offer letter is not here yet…
Anyway… This might be the only update in a long time… Will find the time in there to update often… But I doubt so though…. Might not have anytime at all to do anything for the next few weeks… If I have the chance to update… Then I will….
Hmmm… Another thing that I might have to say before I leave… I have made up my mind to leave all the past behind… All about SS… and to pursue a new dream… A new SS… One that was in my car today.. Lol… A tough one at that.. This dream I have had since few years ago… And perhaps all the better to do so.. Lol…
Have to turn in early now… Tomorrows the day… But not done with the stuff yet… Gonna get back to it now… Bye..
Lol Made up my mind already gua
Mood: Erm really tired
Thinking of: Sad ler… Want to leave already
Listening to: Du Zhan Shen Hua and Dao Dai (Jolin Tsai)
Hmmm… First of all have to say really really thank you to Lhong and Mas yesterday for giving me their endless opinions and thoughts… And cuz of that I made up my mind… I will just go for it… And take each thing as they come by… Don’t worry too much…. Lol~~ Seems like I didn’t learn much from them…Haha but still they helped and thats really important to me… Lol~~~
Today got sorta like a farewell lunch at Choice restaurant…. Nothing much to say about that actually since it was really a noisy lunch…Haha…. The noisest was our table la…. Hmmm Nath and Fen and all Labuanians.. And Seannie was there too.. Its sorta nice to see everyone again la… Since we’ll be leaving soon… Its actually hard to guess when we’ll have the chance to sit down and talk like today again… Anyway… Dunno whats up with me at lunch today… Quite quiet… Haha…. Hmm… A little not normal again.. Lol…
Started packing already… And boy isn’t it tough…Lol… but have most of my clothes in already… Hope I don’t forget anything… Lol~~
Anyway.. got kinda like a new look to the place…. The last one.. Black and gloomy… Even I sometimes feel sad for it.. Haha.. now its bright and will have big enuff fonts for those who had complaint be4… Lol.. Any comments… Pls leave some… Anything will do… Since all the comments now are only CinL and mine… Lol… Leave some la….
No way out?
Mood : Low..
Thinking : Really no way out is it?
Listening : Tian Tang (Guang Liang), Eternal Snow (Normal Version), Du Zhan Shen Hua (Jolin)
Really no way out is it? Out of where I am going…? I am making an apology to Wee2 now… Maybe I am not going to UPM… Somehow through the contacts that Dad have in Sabah… I might get a chance to go medic at UMS instead… As long as someone who’s suppose to take the subject do not report in… I get his/her place… And now have to send a letter there… Once the letter is sent there is no way back…. That means that if someone dont report in… I will go there… whether I like it or not… Except… I am not feeling so happy about it… Sorry Wee2… Why am I not happy? Cuz…Its like suddenly so far away from other friends… Not that I don’t have friends in UMS… but most of they are in UKM and UPM… Someone tell me what to do… Maybe there is really no way out… Anyway the letter is being faxed tomorrow… And have to make decision by then…
Places where everyone else is going to
USM- Yew Hong – Material Engineering
Angela – Science Pendidikan
Yap – Material Engineering
UPM- Me – Biomedic (NO 4)
Justina – Biomedic
Lei Hong – Accounts
Hui Ning -Accounts
Joanne – Pendidikan Maths Master
Pei Ling – Education in Kimia
Sing Yee – Accounts
Wiro – Pendidikan
John – Mikrobiology
UM – Fong Ting – Accounts
Ling Tze – Accounts
Ai Ven – Architecture
Daniel Kong – Architecture
Crystal – Architecture
UKM- Maslyn – Physioterapist
Kae Ching – Dentistry (NO 6)
Sin Yu – Dentistry
Chia Yee – Medic
Cindy – Dentistry (NO 2)
UNIMAS- Audrey – Medic
Reagen – Biotech
Aimi – Medic
Oscar – Human Resourse in Development
Christine Tiff. – Sains Informatik
Ezzaidah – Pendidikan Sumber Haiwan
Fui Ping – Maths Education
Debbie – Kimia Sumber
Sebastian – Sains Komputer
Azmil – Mechanical engineering
UMS – Connie – Medic (NO 1)
Cynthia – Science technology makanan
Shea Wah – Medic
Aldrin – Medic
Rosmaria – Civil Engineering
Claudius – Sains Pendidikan
Dullah – Makanan dan Permakanan (NO 2)
Jesse – Pendidikan
UiTM- Syafiq – Pharmacy
KUKTEM – Suerynley – Mechanical engineering
– Louis – ??
UPSI – Ratna – Sains Pendidikan (NO 2)
KUITHO – Dominic – Mechanical engineering
UTM – Ezam – Civil Engineering
Nuzul – Civil
KUTPM – Christopher – Biomedic
Tiring Thoughts Day#2
Mood: Still very Tired… No longer sick… Blurry thoughts
Thinking of: Nothing… Or perhaps too much…
Listening to: Mars OST soundtrack
Anyway the lots of thinking is now in Day 2… Have called UPM and inquired about stuff that is needed to know and now I am leaving earlier to K.L that is on the 1st of July Flight’s at 10.55 a.m.. I don’t think anyone will send me though… Mums coming along… And will walk around in K.L before going off for the registration in Serdang on the 2nd… Buy stuff there too… Hmm.. And if lucky I might get to go out again after registration… Anyway… I have read almost all of the panduan thing I guess… its so ma fan sometimes… We have to do this lar and do that lar… Aiya.. Very fussy lo… And I hope I dont missed anything important la… Medical checkup, fees, Account books etc… @.@ Blur..
The appealing process is … actually invalid for me… Why? Cuz I got the offer… That is I got biomedic lor… It is only valid for those who didnt get any of their choice (Kena lelong) or for those who didnt get anything at all… So now we cannot appeal online… But we still have hope… That is to appeal through the uni itself… If appealing is successful then we may go into the course that we fail to take.. However if I am going to appeal at UPM then the most probable course that I might appeal for is Medic.. And thats erm…making quite a fuss in my head now… Its like am I really destined to go for this course… even if I dont like it… AND I am a really really LAZY person… I really am not sure if I can stand all that Medic stuff.. Can I stand all those pressure? No idea… Really… Its like I am still playing as a puppet on the palm of their hands… Not only theirs … My grandparents, my aunts, even the teachers… OMG … Mrs Norah and Mr Leong (PBSM guy) all are like oh… you are going medic rite? …Pls la…. Dont say too much about it…. Its not like I really like it for now…. So..you all make me really blur laaaaaaa……. Really can faint leh.. Hahaha lol @.@
As last resort I think if my appealing thing don’t go through I might have to go private instead and its BIG $$$… Pok kai lo… But see its like … I am playing straight into the course… And the more I try to run away from the course…. The crazier my forceful path back to take it… Lol~~ Really blur now… Not thinking bout other stuff at all… Mind is like a piece of white cloth rite now… Too blur to think about other stuff…
Anyway talk about other stuff… Really miss my Matriks friends… Esp the 3 Bilik Bermasalah friends… Oh… John’s coming to UPM as well… Haha… Its like its those carom days again… Haha but his Kolej is different from mine… So I doubt our chance to meet at all lo… And talking about John… He just became my 100th friend on Friendster lo.. And his pic was the one we all took at his and Nuzul bday in LMC… and it really made me think about stuff at those times lo… Really miss them… I think it should be okay for me to put this here… This is the picture… we took during the bdays…
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Tiring thoughts
Mood: Tired… A little sick… OH MY why do my head feel so hot
Thinking of: What to do ooo.. What to do ooo..
Listening to: Final Fantasy 7 Instumental Soundatrack + Vocal Pure Heart (Aeris’s Death)
The results of the university application are finally out… AnD I got the 4th choice that is Biomedic in UPM… It was quite unexpected actually… I thought I got pharmacy but lol.. nO OO~~ Aiya… But the good news is I am not going there alone lo…. Justina, Joanne, Hui Ning, LHong and SYee are all sent there as well… On different courses except for Justina la… Shes going for same course as me that is Biomedic lo…. Anyway… The results out early this morning and had to go call the infoline to know about it la..
As expected, Mums not too happy about me getting Biomedic and was like straight away… Go appeal… We can appeal for other courses if we didnt get what we want but the chances for the appealing to suceed is small and it depends on the space left in the university after everyone had register… So chances are that there will be a 90% that my appeal will be bad… So basically.. I am going to try anyways and hope for the best… However… we can also appeal for one course out of our choice that is initially not in our 8 choices… THIS is the lousy part… Mum want me to try for Medic since there is an easier chance to get medic… (Really too.) But if I apply for medic and get it then.. it most probably mean I will be going of to UMS or UNIMAS instead… And this makes me kinda sad.. Why..? Cuz its like rite now all of us (Friends) are still all together la….. And most of the other SinYu, Kching , Mas, Cindy they all ended up at UKM and its close lo… Not to mention there is Ai Ven and Kong at UM as well. But if I am going to UMS its like I am alone again lo… there… Sad lo… Noone which I am really close to over at UMS.(got Connie la but still…) So to be true leh… I dont want to leave at all… Perhaps being at UPM is already a stroke of luck as so close to the others… But if want to change it… really very xing tong lo..~~ Lhong and SYee again are there at UPM… Sigh~~~ So now really being torn apart by decision making… Really very headache…
Actually I had gave it a thought also about Medic… If u compare Bmedic and Medic surely Medic is a lot better lo… So it might be a better idea to take Medic instead… and to put Medic on my 4th choice in the form… Aiya…. I really screw up my 8 choices la…. Thats why.. If I know earlier should have just put in medic at 4th place…. since it is still better than Bmedic… Sigh…
Whoa..its like the past few hours had been days~~… Dunno la… Yesterday nite slept at 4 a.m lo… And then got awoken by phone call from SS lo… at 7.30 am … So I barely got any sleep at all… And after SS called… Cindy called again lo… And then Lhong called.. Then received few more message again…LOL… WAH … Since when have I received so many wake up calls… Unable to sleep anymore I dragged myself up.. and told the applications results to parents… And they start to question soo much again… Nothing wrong la… But really my mind not working too well lo today.. Can’t think much.. .I think I am coming down with fever or something… Sigh~~ Of all the time to get a fever…
Sigh… Tomorrow have to call the UPM to inquire this and that again…. -.-” Hard life ahead lo… Anyway I’ll most probably leaving for UPM on the 3rd regardless my appeal is successful or not… Have to sign in over there.. .So its like one more week or so lo in Labuan… Really gonna miss this place..
Finally…got another Bday shoutout… .Tomorrows Joanne’s Bday… Sooo Happy Birthday la… Anyway wish you the best in all you do… May your days be as bright as you wish it.. Lol… And… if you can read this… A little bday animation for you… I think I can put a link here rite?.. Lol… Anyone else who wants to see it is also welcome to… Lol…
Me, myself… only I know best…. But there are those who knows me too.. Lol~~ Thanks guys gals…
Mood: A little not normal lo..
Thinking of: Phone call la…
Listening to: Lian Ren Wei Man (SHE), Nothing Ever Changes (SHE), Wo Ai Ni (SHE), Aiya…All songs from S.H.E la… Lol
Hmmm thinking about a phone call that received just now lo…. SS again la… But still dunno how she thinks la… Still make me feel erm not normal…again~~ Esp after talking to her…. Aiya.. Now really not normal lo… Haha
Erm when its this erm ‘abnormal’ time for me… I know myself best.. Its like always do the same thing la when got things bothering in my head… That is to talk talk talk until I sleepy or tired of talking or thinking… And then I will forget easier… Lol… Kinda crazy but it really works lo… Haha… But really pity those who I talk with lo.. Sometimes can go on for hours into the night… Lucky I really have some good friends la… Can listen till I am tired.. Lol… Thanks LHong.. Great friend you are… One that understands me… Lol…
Anyway.. I checked for my application today and found it…. Its been postponed to 24th.. OMG…. Haha… Still stupid… Guessed nothing had changed over the past few weeks lo… Still stupid la… But FTing already knows she got accepted into UM la… She checked from web… And got me really nervous for a sec as I searched like a madman over the web… But in the end there was nothing at all… Em Dunno how she got to check it la… Hmm so I’ll have to wait again for 2 more days…
Whoa received 2 more testi today… From KChing and HTeng.. Whoa Thanks to both of you… Really got touched by what you typed KChing… Haha You really sort of understand me la.. Thanks a lot..
Hmm Going to go now and pat gua with Good Friend Lhong… Haha Ciao~~
Tired… Tomorrow BIG day lo…
Mood: Blur and tired lo
Thinking of: BIG DAY tomorrow lo.. and Have to go soon lo…. Sad lo…
Listening to: Scars (Paparoach), Hitori no Yoru (GTO soundtrack), Eternal snow (Normal version), Legacy (Fushigi Yuugi OST), Poison (GTO soundtrack), Happy Bday 2 me (Bulldog Mansion)
Been quite sometime since the last update and nothing much had happened lo… Just same old boring days at home with Gunbound and chatting.. So today I went a little bit wacko and wrote about 5 testimonial for 5 diffent peoples… Lol… But each only take about 5 minutes…so after about 25 minutes get bored again… Lol… Really…
Whoa… countdown to the day I leave is beginning already… At least 2 weeks time and at most… 3-4 weeks I guess… Tomorrow will finally decide where will I be going to…. Hmmm Kinda like a big day tomorrow also la… But I am not exactly nervous also…. Hmmm dunno why la..
Last saturday… SS called me down to town… in hopes to meet… Went and didnt see her lo…. And then in the afternoon she call me la.. Saying that she saw me lo at Parkson… Aiya if you saw me then call me la… I don’t care wor.. We must meet again lo.. Before I leave la… Lol…
Actually dunno why la… But feelings are going on and off again… Indeed the fruits are starting to bear but will it be able to be a fruitful season..? I am starting to find it hard sometimes… Maybe its problem with time… After all… its been quite sometime… And its painful and sad at most also… Too much had happened… And dunno la…. My mind is not in its normal state anyway.. Lol…. Months of holiday got me thinking all kind of stuff… Maybe thats why I left early that day… Lol… I guess noone will understand what I am talking about now… But still I keep on thinking… Will there be a fairy tale ending?… Or will I pass out be4 it gets to that point… Hmmm… Dunno what to think about la for this matter…. Lol…. Crazy feeling…
Hmm I am sooo into Resident Evil now… esp after watching the 1st or 2nd movie… Not sure lo… I think its the 1st one la cuz the virus just started spreading… And its a damn nice movie lo… And I cant wait to see the next one.. OMG its like the pieces of each movie parts fits together perfectly.. And each movie becomes the stepping stone for the next… Lol Liked it a lot… Haha… Also watched Bad Boys 2… OMG funny esp the part in the Video Store… Haha.. they really like a pair of homos.. Haha.. Esp ‘I can’t get an erection’ Haha Lol… Cracks me up… Lol Funny… : )Hmmm I also watched LOTR:2 Towers …again 4 2nd time … OMG …. Sooo great the movie… Lol…. The 2nd and 3rd are the best lo… The first part kinda boring… But still okla… All thanks to ‘She’ for borrowing me the cd… Lol.. Thank you very very much…
Hmmm really tired.. but I think I will write a few more testimonials be4 I turn in tonight… Lol ..Gud nite…
Confusion
Mood: Confused
Thinking of: Hmmm Boring day
Listening to: Eternal Snow, Poison, Happy Birthday to me
This goes out exactly to the girl who made me really confused today…. Dunno maybe she’s fever or something but never heard her talk like that before lo…. Hmmm really weird la….. And make me confused also…. Dunno why…
Anyway.. today is a damn boring day… Thinking about going out or something but no car to use today… Hmmm bored wor…. Anyone want to Patkua drop me a line… You are more than welcome to.
One week since last update…
Mood: Kinda sad…
Thinking of: IS friends who just left… Hope to see them again soon…
Listening to: Concerning Hobbits (From LOTR soundtrack)
And what a week… Hmmm after those frequents power disruptions I had been having, I thank God that the conditions are once more ok and fine… Those power disruptions ruin 3 of my sure win GB games… Sigh… Haha… Small matter and I am worried so much…
Hmmm have to say congratulations to She Yin and A-Levels friends for making it this far… Finishing A-Levels must had been one tough task… So for those going off soon… I wish the best of luck while for those still planning on hanging around in IS then…good luck for STPM…
The MOE is stupid… (Pardon me for saying this if its a sensitive issue..but I just don’t care…) Remember me saying about how some of us got the interview to the MMSATthing at UMS (Cindy n I) and UNIMAS (CY)… Well its postponed…. No idea why..but its just plain stupid…. Received a call on Monday morning telling me that the Tuesday morning interview had been postponed…. Not all goes well for Cindy as she is already at KK when she received her call… And the even stupidier thing is that I received a telegram today…. A day after the sppose to be interview telling me that my interview was postponed to a later date…. I checked the telegram and find the date being sent and it was dated yesterday….The day of the sppose to be interview… Its just plain stupid… You sent a telegram informing the people that their interview had been postponed hours after it was sppose to start… How much more stupid can the MOE get….? Not only in UMS… I heard from CY that the same thing happened at UNIMAS….-.-”
Because of all this postponation…(Is there such a word?) I delayed my flight and trip to KK… Sigh… I also dunno why actually… I feel that its even more unnecessary than be4 to go to this interview…. Plain stupidity…. Same goes to the Big Guy of LMC… who pride wins over the welfare of LMC students…. What other colleges have is not 100% necessary for us to have… But there are things that we absolutely need… So stop wasting the money on worthless stuff…. Get some new water treatment thing or something…. Or perhaps changing the water pipes might do the students better…. And the big guy uses the money on scanning system… PLURSE…… (Haha) Use your mind a little…. And it will do wonders for you…. That is if you have a mind at all… 
Following She Yin back recently are long lost IS friends…. Lee Peng..(Sorry I mistaken your name as James Peng), Eiffie…(Still as ‘adorable’ and ‘little’ as usual), Jessica…. (Size comparable to She Yin.. Haha), Pik Wei (Best known as my guardian angel… Still have the cup you gave with me) and JennyY… (Know you a lot more after these few days…) and the times worth remembering in these three days… 1. Squeezing all of you + She Yin + Kae Ching into my car…. 2. Erm… The scare some of you received while I parking at Botanical Gardens… Don’t worry… Nothing is wrong… My driving skills are still… erm… unacceptable… 3. The BBQ we had at She Yin’s… erm… Too much food.. Haha… But still tasty… Thanks to She Yin and Family.. 4. Slippers incident… Hmmm Even I don’t understand what was that about… Haha… 5. Erm… Oversleeping… (Is this memorable.. I dunno… But if I had arrived earlier that morning.. then I might have seen some funny stuff…) and finally…. one that I will remember… The talk about how Pik Wei’s is bigger than those foreigners…. and still I wonder how you(She Yin, Eiffie, Jessica, Lee Peng) know its bigger… Mind telling me?? Haha…
Anyway… meeting with you guys after so long really brought back some of my memories at IS… After all these while my thoughts that I had not actually missed anything at IS turns out to be completely inaccurate… I miss many people there…(Perhaps not LJK) but still many people. Those who came to Labuan for the holidays… As well as those who didn’t… The things I noticed so far when they were here and the things I had learned… will be etched deep within myself till the end of time (Sounds a little farfetched… Haha) Still someone could use a little more improvement in certain things such as socializing… (You should know who you are….)…. and I hope to have the chance to meet with you all again one day…
Hmmm speaking about thinking bout people… For quite sometime already I think that my efforts for the past two years are becoming fruitful…. and the irony about this is that now I am about to leave..it bears its fruits… but I hope nothing may change no matter the distance between us… Will think of you often…. Still hope there is still chance…
Hmmm… I had watched GTO Live Action eps 1 and eps 2 the other day and IT WAS DAMN GREAT… A small dose of humor every now and then… and a teaspoon of heart touching moments certainly makes in one of the best drama I have ever seen… and now my new search begins…. I am looking for GTO boxed set… Maybe will search for it when I go to KK or to further studies….
The results of my application should be out soon… latest by the fourth week… and this is another stupid part… Our university intake is sppose to be early July… so how the heck do you expect us to get prepare in such a short notice huh? A week after the results out.. and we are off…. Damn… And I wouldn’t be surprised if suddenly the MMSAT interview is placed after we reached our universities.. Making us having to come all the way back for a GOOD-4-NOTHING interview…(Hmm I still don’t get what is that MMSAT interview is about…)
Wow… I guessed I must have lots to rant today… Really its such a long week… but still a memorable one… And really treasure the BBQ moment… It might be the last time we (Labuanians) can sit together and talk our hearts out… If have chance lets do it again… be4 we go off…. : ) Contact me when your doing it…. Don’t forget me… Haha…. Might rant even more tomorrow… but rite now I am beat…. Going to sleep… Bye…
