~minors n’ MAJORS~

Had dreams again…. This time of different sort… A little funny BTW… For the first time I dreamt that I got engaged (Married) … HAHAHA… Funny not?… And I think the girl was someone I knew la…. But to protect other people’s privacy, her name will not be stated…. The whole dream was a funny one… Happened at a church and ended with me feeling really nervous…. It was like I felt that was not the right time for it….. So I intended to call it off…. And thats when I woke up….

Till today, the thought of marriage really frightened me sometimes…. Its kinda hard for me to actually say that she is really the correct one… Not to mention the responsibility….. Sigh… What am I talking about….? Seriously… A few weeks of holidays had got me thinking all kinds of stuff…. But if I really gonna to find a wife, then I still hope its her…. Although I am not 100% sure of loyalty….( I am very flowery hearted one… HAHA Jz Kidding..)

Gonna get a computer upgrade soon… Getting my 128MB RAM memory —> 512MB RAM… Hopes it will make my com goes faster….. Cuz the speed now is just SLOW… Imagine I had to wait 15 minutes for C&C: Generals to load… My patience is limited… There are times where I really want to ‘burn’ this com…. But its the ONLY source of my entertainment now…. So what to do…?… Also upgrading my 64MB Graphic card to 128MB.. Now maybe I can play Doom 3…. Haha…. Its one of the most anticipated game…. Imagine first person shooter with Horror and Mystery genre… Whole thing cost about RM 500++ Lucky mom’s gonna help with the payment for the 512 memory… If not really pokai… Haha..

Friends from Aussie came back today…. Welcome back…. LHong coming back from UM in 2 days time…. She go there for orientation and interview for a scholarship…. Lucky her… Can’t wait to pat gua with her again… Haha….

Guess thats all for this update…. Till next time.. Bye

Yesterday night had quite a nightmare… Woke me at about 5.30am and kept me awake for about 20 minutes. Its been a while since I had my last one so I didn’t expected one at all. But this time was scary… Maybe it had something to do with a story I read yesterday. But the story I had only read partially cuz it was sort of like a time waster and I had no intention whatsoever to know how it ended… All I know that it was scary…

The nightmare sort of happened at a field near my old house except that in the nightmare there was no field. Instead there was a worn out house…. I didn’t know why we (Family) were there but all of the sudden weird things just happened to show up. And all I remember now is going to a 13th Floor which didn’t even existed. There was a huge hole in the wall and something was in it…. And I forgot the rest…. But in the end all of us got out of the house and it ended with me forgetting to bring my camera out of it…. And I think we (Me and a friend) stumbled upon the house while doing some crazy investigation on the shoplot near my old house… Haha … Retelling it now isn’t even much of a nightmare because I seemed to have forgotten most  of it… Anyway I wouldn’t want to remember much of the details. And may I have better sleeps at night from now on.

Dreams had so far influence much of my thinkings and even decision… Even some of my greatest problems are from dreams I had while sleeping… And to make the story short, me meeting with the ’special’ person is also because of a dream…. A stupid one…. But still if it wasn’t for the dream I wouldn’t have met her… But all this while I am always wondering what dreams really mean… There are reports that dreams are actually visions of your past life …etc… and sometimes I felt that I had done a real life action in the dream b4. And sometime even when we are awake, we tend to suddenly feel that what happening around you actually happened be4. I remembered once in IS… I had seen a scene of which I am positive had seen before… Maybe in a dream… Haha… Dreams are always soooo weird….. If anyone have any idea on dreams or would like to share their own personal experience in a dream before then feel free to write into the comments section…

To tell you the truth I am dead beat… I don’t think I will be updating any time soon unless of cuz something interesting happened…Haha… and today is actually one of the earliest day I turn into bed after the holidays started… Must pay my sleep debt……. Thats it… Good night…

These few days are just Gunbound, Snow Angel (Thanks to AiVn for borrowing me)… Damn bored…. However thanks to CindyL yesterday afternoon got something of more interesting to do…. For the first time I gave her tuition in Chemistry and boy she…… *speechless* …. And I thought genes were inherited… She might have had something wrong during the Prophase 1 in Meiosis.. Haha… Her chemistry is OMG…TERRIBLE (again I emphasise T.E.R.R.I.B.L.E) HaHa…. Aiya will try my best to make her ‘improve’ before her exams…

Today went to my Uncle Nelson’s baby shower… Her name was Jewel… Seriously speaking I didn’t knew there was such a thing b4 going to the party… Must be really really outdated… The party was held at Sheraton and I was really really feeling out of place…. Everyone was grown ups and kids… So am I suppose to fit in?… There was only one other teen there. A girl whom I have seen be4… Don’t exactly know her… So right after finish eating, I left… Went to FP and walk around… And bumped into Full Metal Alchemist Complete Box Set… (For those who didn’t know or might have forgotten… I am an Anime Freak… Haha) FMAlchemist is one top class anime, one that might (I say might) make you hooked to it even after one episode… But I didn’t buy it… Why? Its like I feel quilty if I did buy it…. And now I am feeling all weird all over… Sigh… Lousy feeling… But don’t mind it… Will be gone in few days….

Another incident which happened today was me bumping into two sisters, FioPLC and PLT… I was in great terms with them a year ago but now I can’t help feeling furious everytime I see them… Why?… Well won’t you be furious if they don’t bother to answer or reply your smssss… I had thought be4 that they might have their reasons to not reply.. But why for so long….? I seriously hate it when people do this to me…. Seriously…. So after seeing them, and they saw me… I just turn and left….

But in another sense, I don’t want to feel this way… I hate to fued with others esp those who were good to me… Its like I want everyone to care (Not sure.. Perhaps is true) … But just don’t know how to…Maybe I got thE ASS (Attention Seeking Syndrome as I would like to call it… Haha) But still it hurts me to feel this way…. Aiya… If this is suppose to be childish behaviour then I think I should admit it… I am still childish… Haha… Hope our relationship will be better soon…

Enough about that… Just one week into the holidays and I am already DEAD BORED… Wonder how is my holidays going to fare… Oh ya… CindyL if you are reading this… Tonight go rest la…. Don’t study already… You are sick…remember??? Haha… Thats all.

I want to start off by saying that the past week should have been one of the most unluckiest week of my life…. First I scratched the car and now I got a ‘Saman’ for parking at wrong place…..Sigh… Read on if you want to know what happened….

Bringing CY around Labuan went on  till her last day here which was suppose to be yesterday… However they (CY and friends) got stuck here in Labuan for another day… The plane which they are suppose to be on was overbooked so they didn’t get any seats back… It was really sad… Because you had been expecting to finally go back all this while and then have you hopes crushed just like that. CY broke into tears… I was speechless… SYu was also there. She actually felt that it was her wrong…that CY didn’t get to go back on that day… And she also started to… I felt that if there were to be someone getting the blame for this it should have been me cuz I was the one who drove them down from Syu house…. Really very very sorry… SIgh… Lousy day for me….

They finally left this morning. I sent them too. It was a 6.50 a.m flight so it was really early… And everyone’s mood was so quiet… Its as if both CY and SYu don’t want to say much to each other to save themselves from the sadness of goodbyes. I left too after SYu left beczuse of this… She shouldn’t be worried of anything cuz its not that we all won’t meet again… Someday we will meet again, thats for certain…

SYu, Connie, Cin, Mas, and friends leave for Australia today… Have a safe trip you gals… Have fun there…

About the ’saman’ thing it happened at the airport actually… Was parking at the wrong place for too long so kena ’saman’ lo…. Not sure about the fine yet but I think maybe very expensive… Sigh~~ There goes my pocket money once more…. What to do… My fault ma…. Who tell me to park there….?  Heng bu shuang lo….

Started playing Gunbound today…. Great game but I keep on losing and getting killed…. Met some friends there also… Try to get a lot tougher beofre challenging the other pros like CindyL, Jme and friends…

My tutorial friends should all be gone by now… Saw Errica and Fidel at airport yesterday… They went off too… So left me alone here.. HAHA.. Don’t worry la… If got ‘jodoh’ then will meet again…

I guess thats all for this update… Check in the Album for more photos

Yesterday 16th of April was one busy day… Started off with me sending Joanne and Shea Wah to airport early in the morning… They’re going back to Tenom… Its kinda sad watching them go since I have became quite good friends with them (Esp Joanne) over the past year. But either way, will certainly miss them much… Take care you two…

Brought Chia Yee around Labuan also yesterday… Went to a lot of places… Sea Sports Complex, Chicken King, War Memorial, Damai Beach (Near Damai Park) and Connie’s house… And scratch the car at Connie’s place…. -.-” … Scratch the side of a pickup truck… Really lucky it wasn’t any high class cars instead…  Was quite worry at first but it was nothing much la… Just some scratches near the side tyre area. If it was something really serious, I would have been dead by now… But this time really very very lucky… Connie’s mum give advice that I might have to stop driving too fast from now on…. Maybe she’s right… Might be better to keep the speed to a decent 60 or 70 only and not the usual 90 or 100++ . Sort of like learned my lesson… Sigh…

Speaking about driving… you should have realized by now the theme of this blog… Calle Driver’s High… Its actually a song from the Jap Anime GTO. Really upbeat and catchy… I recommend this song to all those who are interested into Japanese Rock + JPOP… Try listening to it…

Got into quite a heated argument with parents about my courses yesterday… For the first time, I told them about the interest I had in Psychology… Mum was almost 100% not supportive about it at all and still want me to go into Medic or some course equivalent to it… Don’t exactly know what to make about it at all… Finally agreed to wait till my results come out be4 making the final decision… In the meantime will have to really check out more about this course. Hope they’ll be more supportive next time….

I got the chance to hang out with one of my better friends today along with her roommate. Sent them to the airport and was somewhat touched by their parting… She cried in the car as we were leaving the airport… I had expected that but never would I thought it would be this… touching… She said that her roommates are always that crazy… I couldn’t bear to say anything at all… We sat in quiet for most of the trip to send her home… Before we arrive at her place, she said something that really touched me. She said that if I were ever to leave… Don’t ever tell her because she wouldn’t want to hear it. This actually made me think for a moment… I wouldn’t like to leave a friend just like that… Not saying anything at all… Especially those who are closer to me… So sorry… I guess I am just selfish… If there is going to be the day when I leave Labuan, I will still tell you… Because I guess I just can’t overcome the guilt of not letting you know…

Here are some of the pictures from these two days:

i. Angela and Chia Yee at Chicken King

ii. Cindy and me at Damai Park

iii. Dominic giving blood at blood campaign

First post of my very first blog…. Hurray ( Blah)… Not use to doing this blogging stuff yet.. .Still new to it… Hope to improve soon… Just graduated today and the first thing I did was set up a blog… Haha… But still very exhausted… Yesterday was my last night at matriks and for the past few days I have been getting really little sleep ( Imagine sleeping at 4 a.m and waking up at 7 a.m to study… ) and all other times are also on studying… Sick of it…. However thats over now… Kinda sad leaving my roomies though… Wish them the best of luck in whatever they do… And may they never forget me… 3 Bilik Bermasalah Group… Hope to see you all soon. Guess thats pretty good for a start… Will keep on updating soon…